The first one.

 This is my first one of these, I want to get better at writing and getting out my thoughts clearly, even if no one sees it. I took some time to get to the point of making this, because I knew that I wanted to have somewhere that I could just get my thoughts out, but did not know how to go about it. I also wanted to be like Barney Stinson, from How I Met Your Mother. If you never watched that show, you 100% should, it is very good. Also to clarify I am not gay, but nothing against them, just want to be like the fictional character not, the real life person, but I do not have anything against Neil Patrick Harris, because he is awesome. I would like to have as much life experiences as him. Okay thanks for being here for this. I might do this again, I also might not because I might forget my login, Thanks, see you never maybe?