Fear

 The fear of asking, doing, living is something that eats people up and makes it hard for them to perform. Even something as simple as asking someone out to do something, is scary. I have fear of rejection that I cannot overcome. I don't know why I am talking like a noble, but I shall continue on with this. I want to always get the yes, like Barney in HIMYM. Sadly, unlike Barney I am just a little kid at heart and in body. I am scared of what I am not used to, I have never initiated a hangout or gone threw with something successfully. I think maybe I am a creepy person, lowk I think I just come off wrong. Maybe I am just an overthinker, but I also think people are my friends before I really know that person. I really just want friends. Okay, bye thanks for reading. I am about to write another one about something else because this one was to serious.